something's happening in the world i used to know
i feel the change, but cannot see it
the streets are empty, the people different
i don't know what to do with myself
should i mix with them or maybe get away from them
this strange feeling is wondering in me
like a lost boat in the middle of the sea
crashing on the big waves when the ocean is wild
maybe, it's because i don't know what to do with my life
maybe, it's the loneliness inside me 24/7
or maybe it's both of them that are screwing my life
i'm lying on the grass, staring at the stars
the moon rise herself up with an amazing speed
everything's so calm, nice and quite
only the wind is disturbing all the silence
the good thing is: the wind calms me
i can sit hours with my last cigarette, watching the stars
and listen to the sound of the wind, in the middle of the
night
but even the good things comes to an end
so this good minutes i had with the silence
it's 4 am and i can't find a minute of peace
when all the others are already sleeping two hours ago
i can't find peace in me, i'm lying in my bed, trying to
sleep
i feel that i have to move all the time
like something is disturbing my mind
that thing is disturbing my mind all the time
that thing don't want to leave me alone, to be me
i have to overcome this feeling here, now
in the darkness i sit alone writing this song
for anyone who dares to listen