now when my young soul is ripped appart
she dances inside, a strange form of art
my heart bits slow down, my lungs stop thier breath
I'm becoming so blind, i'm becoming so def

looking for peace inside my troubled brain
but all I can find is clouds and rain
so concerned about stuff that fill my mind
I'm becoming so def, I'm becoming so blind

why do I feel, why do I cry
why do I allways continue and try
theres nothing left
and theres no revert
why do I live, why can't I die
the more time I live I feel more wry
and there are no regrets

why I'm afraid, why its so cold
why this shiver can't just hold
theres heat all around
but this little bound
surrounds my life, and makes the pain
stronger and longer makes me feel vain
and there are no regrets

this complicated world makes me too confused
all of my strengh as already been used
the circle won't break, the ache just last
I need to wake up, I need to sober and fast

I wish I could be strong like you
but what a shame, there's nothing I can do
maybe there's too much for me to woo
maybe there's a good life somewhere too

this strugle infront my own eyes
I see my past, how he slowly die
need to escape again my suffering
need to get out from this cold ring
please god show me a path or soon I'll forget how to laugh
this pain crawling over me makes me feel like my heart flees