I'm surrounded by people
Still I feel alone
Thoughts always running in my head
My feelings kept inside
Cause if I speak what's on my mind
I'll be the only one left standing instead
And still alone
Hunger I can't feed
Desires to fulfill
It's getting hard for me to know
What is fake and what is real
Mind, body and soul
All want different things
So many contradictions
That in the end nothing wins
But it's not so complicated
Life is simple that I know - but
Why instead of getting what I need
I feel left outside the show
To find someone that understands me
And wouldn't call me weird
Just because I'm not a sheep that cannot lead
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of searching
Too much bottled up inside
Maybe I should come to realize
That what I seek I'll never find