Sitting alone
Slipping down tears
I know it's  wrong
I want to disappear
What can I do
With this enormous pain?
What would you do instead of me?
It's hard to smile
While I'm breaking inside
It's hard to be nice
While I'm so angry and blind
If i'm screaming-
Leave me.
If I'm crying-
Hug me.
If I'm sleeping-
Watch me, love me
Show me you care
Look at me now,
What do you see?
Can't you see I'm dying?!

-7 בינואר 2006