What is it that made you go away?
Am I damaged?
Is this the reason why you couldn't stay?

Why do things keep falling apart?
Was I doing something wrong?
Or is there something infected in my heart?

I am unlovable it appears
Sorry for being myself
Thank you for all the tears

Now my heart is smashed and torn
I was never good enough
Why mama, why I must have been born?

All I wanted was your hugs
I don't have it anymore
All I have now is my drugs

Love will never arrive
Not for me
Is there any reason to be alive?