My senses were paralyzed
My head was confused
All I wanted was to burn
And never to return

My emotions were blocked
My heart felt so numb
All I wanted was to sleep
To sink into the deep

My eyes feel so lonely
My eyes say if only
They could be still
They could be hurting no more
They could even try to ignore
The tide that is washing me
Why does it hunt me?
All I want is to finely be
Free

My self sufficiency was doubtful
My pain was not sensed
All I wanted was to cry
Without so hard to try

My absence was wanted
My hunger too poor
All I wanted was to scream
To be heard not in my dream