I open me eyes
I see the light
To guide me to my way out
I can't trust it
It will trick me again...

I want to let go of the fear
But something holds me back
Something greater then myself
I will not let it beat me
I will not let it stop me from trying

And comes the paranoia that I despise
That feeling that controls me
I will not let it win
I must try  
I can't give up

It will not control me like before
I'm not the same person as I was before
I need to take risks to feel alive again  
It will not win
Not now

The light is my way out
Out of this suffocating darkness
I need to follow him
And find my way
my way OUT!