So this is what it's like
I could get used to this
Feels like great weight being lifted
Stomach's no longer in knots
Mind's no longer clouded by thoughts
Feels like the winds may have shifted
Now I'm 10 feet tall
Don't care at all
About what you might say or do
It all sounds sweet to me, my dear
I know i can use
And not be abused
By my own weaknesses or faults
Despite them all, I know you'll be here
I used to freeze all the time
Due to the chill of this
Terror that gripped me for nothing
Running visions in my head
of what could happen but never did
holding back on myself from ever achieving something
But now I'm miles ahead
Only the dead
Stay in one place for too long
and there's too much to taste while I'm free
Now I'm feeling strong but
You can't tag along
The places I'm going to are mine
But I'll come back who you want me to be
'Cause I'm not afraid
Not well, but not ashamed
Out of ego, void of pride
No wish to run, no need to hide
Not afraid
Not afraid
Not afraid. |