I can still hear it
The voice of love, of romance
But I cannot manage to cope with the truth anymore

I cannot handle that painful distance
I cannot forget the fact you did not answer
Although I implored

So many years of loneliness and isolation
So many feelings I barely tried to explore
Slowly and painfully you were dying in my own hands
Nevertheless I feel you inside my core

You are probably watching
Gazing at these tears I cannot stop
Because you cannot feel
Because you cannot think
You cannot understand these thoughts I cannot drop

It is taking over me
But I can get over the pain
I just wanna live again
The sun is shining outside but inside there is rain

They do not care, they just think I'm insane
And I do not believe illusions
I know what is real
I will be strong and I will deal
I know that nothing is gonna be the same