Feel how the moment slips away,
Hours and days passing by
but everything's holding still.
Irrational fears begin to sink in
as you find yourself lost
Looking at a house and you know
that you don't belong....

Why does it feel so wrong?
Why everything does looks so dark
While I'm waiting for a call?...
How does it feel when you belong?
I have lost my way.

Trying to fill-up that dead space inside,
Letting the fire rush to your head,
So good to lose control...
Fighting your way through to no avail
as you look at yourself in the mirror
and then you realize:
You don't recognize yourself!

So why does it feel so right?
Why even give it one more chance
While I'm waiting for the call?...
How does it feel when you're not your own?
I have lost my faith...

I want to let go,
I want to lose control,
Not to feel anymore
and not to be conscious of myself.
I want to fall apart,
To watch myself die!
I need a breakaway,
I need a separation from myself...

How does it feels when you're not your own?
Why am I still waiting for that call?

Why does that pain won't go away?
Why am I insisting to keep on fighting?
If I lost my face somewhere along the way?
How does it feel when you're torn apart?
I have lost my way...