Well doctor, I feel that lately I have been neglecting
myself.
Not physically, but emotionally, I cannot feel the emotional
sureness and sharpness that once was.
I don't know what it is, but something is missing, even as I
tell you this I feel the deep hole gaping inside my chest.
It's like a sort of darkness within, a black hole if you
will, that slowly eats away at my inner light.
It's not easy for me to confess this to you, but it might
help, and I might get some of the love that has been
Escaping me lately.
You see, I think that due to recent events, the faith I had
in my subconscious has dwindled, faded to a
Paler shade of black. To restore this faith in my
inner-faith, I need to believe more. Isn't that some kind
Of paradox father? I mean, Doctor...?
Hmm... you know what? I'll think about it some more and get
back to you, say, tomorrow, same time?

I'll see you later then Doc, thanks for listening.