I'm just sitting there,
while the pain cuts through me.
I need the chance to be free.
things are not what they used to be,
the emptiness is killing me.
the door opens once a day,
and I just missed the way to fade away.

I suppose that means I'm going to stay,
how much longer would I have to pay?
should I be brave, can I be scared.
the sky turns grey but all I see is red,
I see white,
coming to get me.
so now, finally ,I can be free.