If I could ride away from here
And see my life without fear
If I could find the truth
And stop seeking

It rattles in my head
And an old voice from childhood
Lingers on
In this daze of fog

Swore never to give myself again
For they did not care for me
Swore to love myself
But for now there is only vengeance

Violent rush through my veins
Mother hold me I'm afraid
My tears warm my cheeks
The devil sits inside me

My diseased breath
Approaches my beloved ones
A pain in the gut
In this daze of fog

Swore never to give myself again
For they did not care for me
Swore to love myself
But for now there is only vengeance

Half asleep
And locked away
Ready and holding the knife
I scream inside for life