As the time went by
And the years slowed down,
As the days rushes on ahead,
I used to believe in something.

Always trying to give yourself away,
To surrender your own freedom into her hands,
To give a piece of yourself;
To what end?
I never believed in anything.

And when I do believe
I get hurt everytime
And when I do sacrifice
The world's turns his back on me,
And when I dare to love,
The suffering seems to be the only thing,
The only thing I get in return.

So what now?
I thought I wanted you
to become one with me,
To share with you a world never seen before,
But one way or the other
I have failed myself with my own illusions
of grand plans and high expectations;
I used to believe...

And when I do believe
I get hurt everytime,
And when i'm giving up all for you,
You turn away with fright,
And when I dare to love someone
I always find myself falling apart,
Keeping a distance from myself.

Alone in a white room,
Locked inside and no one knows;
Me, myself and no one else,
Because I wanted to believe,
And I do believe in believing in nothing.