I'm sitting right here
Choking on the atmosphere
Trying to stop my happiness from drying out
But I'm in it again
Looking for a way in
Love is such a pain, makes me wanna shout

She's right here, so close, yet so far away
Such a cliché, I know
Doesn't make it less right
She makes my heart jump, can't wait to see her every day
She brought back the thoughts and feelings
That keep me up at night

I can't believe I missed her for so long
Feeling so wasted
Funny how again it makes me suffer
And gives me a song
I'll end up demented

Now she shut the door
Made it clear that I can't enter
But there's in me still
A little hope that I would get her

I tried to ignore it
But it's impossible to put the feelings away
I just don't want to let go
Even though I know she won't have me anyway

It's stupid to hope that the sun will shine for me
And it's stupid to keep standing in the rain
But something deep inside of me stops me from moving on
I just cant explain