Contemptible Heart  

I enter into a soundless room, flying eagles are trapped in
a maze
You are lost in your bony slashed days
So I speak for myself, when I'm saving goodbyes
Pieces of love you broke with your heavy sighs

At night, I saw your threatening shadow
With black dirty clothes, your are the night's widow
So I climbed up to see you from above
To try and rain on you drops of love

Wet lumps water your dry tears, your dry earth
Never saw you so lonely and confused
Never thought you would feel misused
Complete your master plan, and throw speared kisses
Anyway, my love she always misses

At night, I saw your glowing eye
With black eyelashes, my sweet sugar pie
No regrets and no mean intents
Again you play your rounded humble events

I want to complete this bizarre session
But you claim love is like a lion's possession
Stuck in your autumnal leafy field
Wanted to gather tears and eventually you became a gigantic
bitter guild

I never conducted true thoughtful relationship
Your love slowly but consistently seep
Into my bumpy abuzz heart
The one you always contemptibly tried to shut      

I have no motives to live, only one motif
Love is a monster, love causes grief  
Walleyed intentions focused on our ashy depth  
I wrote these two upcoming lines, which you'll remember
until your death

Plow my heart, plow your crispy soil
My love won't fade, it will continue to boil