What can I say, I'm tired, so tired, lately I'm tired all
the time, it doesn't even matter if I sleep or not, I can
sleep for 4 hours or I can sleep for 12, It doesn't matter,
I'll be as tired anyway.
It's been that way for a while now, I can't remember for
exactly how long, at first I didn't think much of it, you
know, everyone gets tired from time to time, but when it
didn't pass, I thought maybe I'm coming down with something,
so I went to see the doctor, he gave me a blood test and
gave me two weeks of sick days for work, and ordered me to
rest, do nothing, I like that, doing nothing, it's something
I'm actually good at, maybe the only thing I'm good at,
anyway, the blood tests came back negative after a few days,
and even though I did absolutely nothing for two weeks, I
remained so tired all the time.

I started to really get worried, and then I thought, if it's
not physical, maybe it's mental, so I went to see a shrink,
he told me that maybe I'm "tired" from my routine, and that
I should do something different, so I've quit my job, packed
up my stuff, and traveled around the country for 2 month,
took my time, was never in a hurry to get nowhere, but I was
still very much tired.

Than, after I returned home, I set in a bar with a few
friends, drinking beers, I mentioned to them that I was
tired, they all offered solutions, but hey, I already tried
it all, then one of them, the quiet one, spoke up and said:
"maybe you're just tired from life, and maybe, you're
already dead!"
Everyone laughed, everyone but him, and me.
But that's stupid, if I'm dead, I couldn't be breathing, or
drinking, or taking trips or blood tests, or writing this,
and do dead people feel anything, let alone tired?

The next morning I was so tired I decided not to wake up,
ever!