Nineteen years of sorrow and guilt,
Nineteen years of feelings incomplete,
And still I haven't found something of worth.
And I see you standing there beside me,
Eyes closed and you're lost withing,
I wish that I could say something of worth.
And then I start to think about all that I've been through
And it's a shame that there's no one out there
that could understand...
Oh, god, what a shame.

Five girls that I lost in nineteen years,
Only two had a real meaning to me,
And I still haven't found no one of worth.
And for every one that I lost in my life
I cry twice more than the raindrops on my window,
I wish that it would not be meaningless and out of worth.
And then I start to think of the time passing by
and of all the promises that were never fullfiled
and all of my tears that were shed,
oh, god, what a shame.

It's so starnge to be in love with a girl of your life,
And not receivcing all this love back.
And it's strange to hate everyday the people around you
And that hate will get back at you everyday,
Oh, god, it's so strange.

Nineteen years of love and hate,
Nineteen years of give and take,
And I still haven't found nothing of worth.
But I know that I've found you in all of the midst,
And you're melting in the sky with the rest of the clouds,
And the tears I cry for you worth everything I ever lived
for.

And then I think of all the fights we had fought
And how life wouldn't let us rest for awhile in each other's
arms.
And for every second I am thinking of you I shed 2 tears,
And for the love of you I shed 3 tears.
Oh god, what a bless.