Many lights outside
Sparkling in the night
But inside there's only dark
And I'm here alone

Again wondering in darkness
Looking outside and examine
All the lights in the sight
As far as my eyes can reach

All the sadness, anger and stress
Trying to get out of me
And I'm struggling as every day
But it's tearing me apart

Trying to stay strong
With hope as much as I can
Trying to protect my humanity
But I'm losing it

Now I feel so far and alone
Finding myself under my black wings
But I can't fall in this temptation
Let the loneliness and coldness take over me...

(was written in 1.10.05)