12.11.22

There's a hole I dug long time ago
With my filthy mind I can't let go
Decpeting be sure, I guarantee
Let me explain and then you'll see

I couldn't bear to be different
Or anything like that
This kind of color, height
She has to be fat

So young, so naive, flaming inside
There was no one to tell her otherly by her side
And the deception seeped fast before she noticed
She broke her spirit and let the illusion run by

She gathered some tools, a big big shoval
She can't handle more of these troubles
She wanted to bury all of her pain
Along side with the truth and covered herself

And down there it's pitch black
Once you're there there's no way back
Your body is crumbling and ate by
The same things you were told when you were still alive

Time is passing and you keep lie down
You're tired there with those frowning eyes
But how could you know how to get out
If there's no one to help you find the route

But surprisingly all those years
People visited your grave
Talking to you
Watering flowers to keep them saved
And from the seeds of truth and your remaining
You bursted and bloomed and had your saying

You were shocked to find out that the world is yellow
And those thoughts you once had are now got mellowed
You stepped outside, cleaned your dirt
Walked and smiled although the hurt

You realized now how wrong you were
About things that were told and defined who you are
It's amazing how much can a person do
When you're not alone and held by you