He was only my reflection, I tried to take control but I
were blinded by projection
Stuttering fool, I was only a tool. Glimpse and a smile have
made me go wild
It took only seconds to know who I am, she knew what she's
doing, and she needed a man
She made the rules simple - one night and she splits, I
wanted her badly and got into a blitz
Remarkable story to write and to tell, it isn't a fiction,
it was living hell.
My nights was so lonely I wanted to scream, my days wouldn't
over it all was surreal
One night I woke up as I've heard someone crying soon
realized it was me, I was dying
Only a sorrow was my true companion, grief slowly became my
closest friend
Feeling this, knowing that I cannot change it made me
realize- it won't ever be the same
Breaking my habits, release from my chains were the first
step for living again
I found new surrounding, got back to my friends. I left her
behind with everything else.
Time is like water they bought won't stay still, even the
strongest surrender and kneel
She was like wind, she was hot and yet cold and just like
the wind she flew straight through my soul |