14.5.2011

Tov yom haMaveth meyom hivaldo

Why? I'm asking! Why? I scream!
My life is a nightmare instead of a dream.
Trying to take part in this game
But all I end is with shame!

I'm playing the game but never can win
I'm the slave and she is the queen
But outside of her walls I stand in the rain
And only Death sheds tears for my pain

Failing to fulfill my heart's desire
My blood is boiling, my soul's on fire
Knock my head against the stone
The sound of rage and a crushed bone

A massacre of unheeded flayers
Their scream's unheard as they are dears
This dying hope that sears the mind
For peace and quiet I shall never find

I scream with anguish but nobody hears
And the joy in my life fades and disappears
Why can't I just drown to death in my tears?
Why waste any more years?

For what I'll know is what I've known
Sick and tired I stand alone
And Death's shade looms on the wall
Oh, how I wait in this eternal sleep to fall

Tov yom haMaveth meyom hivaldo