"And then you wanna die", she said

and there is nothing you can do, `cause her arms are open
wide...

and even if you pull her back from that balcony, she remains
on that edge.

And she left you a note, "loving you" it says. It`s for
sure, you just can`t find it. but you will, one day. Only to
find out it can`t help to let her go.

You live your life, you work, you eat. And your life lives
you- it get`s you a nice girlfriend, a decent car, and a
cat.

But your mind is gone.

And soon so will you, with your arms open wide...

(7.2.11)