I have fought all the wars in my head,
I have tried to bury my hand in the sand,
I want to kneel and repent,
But I can't,
There are too many sins...

I loved and I gave and I've built,
They didn't care and they took and destroyed,
Now they're wondering why I am so far away,
But I'm always here,
Not inside my flesh.

And if everything is black and white
Then tell me what is wrong and right,
I don't suppose that anybody knows.
And when the time will come and I'll reach the end,
I'll face the rain with all my might and strength;
I have no regrets.

I tried to prevent all this havoc,
Yes, I cried and I screamed and I prayed,
Now I'm paralyzed from my head to my feet;
You know, I still care,
I have lost faith.

This is not the life I wanted for myself,
It still feels so good to die than keep on masquerading,
But I promised to keep up the fight,
I have the power,
I have lost the will.

And if everything is still so black and white
Then please tell me what is wrong and right,
Though I don't suppose that anybody knows.
And if someday the time comes and I'll reach the end
Then I'll face the rain with all my might and strength,
I have no regrets.