Fading away, soaked with pain
My heart's core is dropping hard
I can feel its beat in every vein
Pumping softly, losing blood
I think you broke me
I feel hollowed and blue
You've left me to be
Forsaken and shattered in the thought of you
I'm holding on to my hair
With the top of my fingers, to grab and rip
Trying to hold on at least there
'Cause recently I've been losing grip
You always cause my eyes to glitter
Once with genuine joy, now despair
Everything now tastes so bitter
And I can no longer bear
You not being here caressing my skin
You've abandoned me for good
I always get punished for not being mean
And I care no more to be rude or whatever I should
What the hell do you think gives you the right
To ignore and hurt me like you did
I can still feel that bitterness in every bite
Nibbling away as if it is you I need
I thought you loved me; saw me at your sight
I know that I still do
Now I know that they were right
I really am in love with you.