There were times when the sea was so deep-blue,
The waves arose higher than the summer sun.
Winds have blown so softly on the skin,
Those were the times when everything felt right and sure.
But now I can never look back,
Can never look up and say that I believe.
And now I can never greet anyone with a smile,
Can never believe that I still belong,
Too many things have happened here.
It's so hopeless,
So worthless,
That is why I am so doubtful,
No matter what I do.
There were times when you made me feel so great,
Like there's nothing in the world that would keep me down.
Connections that were really so important and vital,
But individuality has won in all accounts.
But now I can never make milestones to call my own,
Can never come clean or even stay clean.
And now I can't say anything that's based on fact,
Always find myself being in between and never here,
Too many things have happened here.
It's so hopeless,
So worthless,
All so pointless,
No matter what I say,
Nothing ever stays the same;
And it's so hopeless
Though Pandora's Box is still closed;
It's so worthless,
That's why I am so doubtful now,
Now and forever...! |