I know it's easy to sit there and scorn
Here's my apology for being born
Maybe you should live my life and know
What life is without the ability to grow
I try to learn how you humans grow up
Go ahead, watch me and throw up
You got the warning, I made sure
Were you supposed to be my cure?

Sit there high and mighty
Ignore the pain that filled me
You're not the first to sit there
And wish that you had killed me
So I'm not gonna kill myself
To give your life a nicer touch
No, I won't help you blame me
Cause I don't owe you that much

Don't play pretend, I know you knew
All I've ever wanted was to be you
Yes, I know, I'm so unfair
Think how I feel, if you dare
I hurt you bad and broke your heart
You lie to yourself about your part
Back then I taught my eyes to say
"Dangerous! So keep away!"

Here, now I can blame you
For never understanding
I told you I was not safe grounds
My sickness too demanding
I won't try and please you
By tearing myself apart
You may keep on hating me
I'm not the one who made this start

Did you ever cooperate,
Allow me commiserate?
Was it fun to watch me try
Not to make you want to die?
You could've tried to try along
We could've had a different song
I will not stop, I'll do better somehow
So you don't trouble yourself now

Don't forget to think of me
When you think why things aren't so great
Don't forget to wish for me
Never to be in a better state
So keep your damned forgiveness
I'm through begging you to give me it
Well I'm not gonna hate myself
You'd better learn to live with it
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