she say anything that would make you feel better
she wipe your tears when you ask her not to be tender
her clouds are pink with shades of grey
she can make you feel bees wandering around your brain
dancing around to vanity pain
she doesn't know that when she smile it hurts
she won't listen to a bigger words

but I'm still here yet for another day
hoping things won't remain this way
when she comes along with my favorite song
I can't wait for her to gain her senses
I just don't want to let go

of her, or the smell or the softly touching
the taste of chocolate in my tongue
when I need her to hold me
but when she let go of me
I can see myself getting weak
slowly melting on the bedroom floor
I can't beg her not to disappear
I can't understand her poker face
when she psychoanalysis my actions
she leaves a key inside of my pocket
she invite me to run away with her
but when I let her go of her
I can feel inside complete

porcelain baby cried her eyes out in front of the bathroom
mirror
took her teddy bear and fly away to another dimension

but I'm still here yet for another day
knowing things won't matter anyway
when I hear my stupid song
I can't wait to see her senseless
I just want her to come home