category is... thoughts that might lead nowhere.



an idea is formed... discussed it evolves, sharpens, clears
and becomes an ideal.

the ideal then imposes itself on reality through the people,
the question of how and if works... unchecked.

the ideal gathers interest... and therefore greed.

it is then used as a replica.. trying to achieve the same
result. depends on gathered interest- it becomes a blurred
symbol which slightly connects to the idea, has no ideal and
only mechanisms.

being a symbol the idea can now be latched upon and used in
myriad forms, thus blurring the ideal more so, and possibly
forgetting the whole idea completely.

symbols are mistranslated when set aside from the background
in which they were created- they have no connection to
reality without a negotiator of sorts.

artists fight for scraps... and blame peers for free use of
their material, which should be praised... inviting more
knowledge.



the whole process is reversible, possibly, if we understand
the same thing- be honest.

thats all today.



outing- Israel, July, summer- hot and humid. the "sea" has
no waves for me now, down.

shit. inner conflict. its hard being a human.


maybe its all the moon anyway.


I am winking again.

p.s - still penniless