For as long as I have known myself I lived without regret
Proud of what I could remember
Proud of what I had to forget

But lately I just can't sleep at night
Because I was wrong about every thing
Because about nothing was I right

Because I am the reason the reason I suffer
Because I am the reason the reason I cry
so now I just wait to stop feeling I'm dying
so now I just wait till my tears will run dry

Because I had the chances to make it the right way
But you always pay for mistakes made from pride
Don't need your sympathy don't need your pity
It's my time to pay dues and I don't plan to hide