Like a homeless man with two houses.
Like an orphan child with both parents.
I have all the nothingness.
I feel so empty while being complete.
?Why am I here
?Why is this happening
Standing by myself, surrounded by people
stuck in the middle of the corner,
not knowing which way to choose,
which turn to take.
?Where am I

screaming in the dark, behind a wall of glass almost
invisible...
Trapped.