I share thoughts with him, but he will never know.
I share meaningful words with him, but he will never know.
we laugh and cry together, rise and fall together, walk
through colored fields together, but he will never know.
I lay my head on his shoulders, and pour my heart to him but
he will never know.
I strike his head and comfort him with touch, but he will
never know.
I shed these tears and hurt my heart,
I abuse my mind and fall apart,
I obsessed for him and fall into dark,
but he will never know.