sometimes I get the feeling
this is all part of some crazy joke
that if I hadn't gotten yet the meaning
then maybe there's none

sometimes I find it funny
and I laugh so hard
that when we get serious
I can't be serious enough

sometimes I care for bullshit
cause that's all there's to care about
then I wake up early
and I realize

this is not a part
this is the real thing
there's nothing to wait for
there's nothing major coming
sometimes I get the feeling
I can't even feel
so when I'm sitting on this black comfortable couch
I'm just laughing

sometimes I even feel
there's someone watching my back
finalizing
making sure my hands are raised
that I hadn't given up yet

sometimes I get the feeling
this hole is a cart to some crazy shop
where I buy myself some decency
and then I stop