Trying to place order
to the chaos in my mind
Trying to better myself
Trying to find
a way
for me to not be misplaced
Stop being wasted
"Stop being a disgrace"

To arrange my thoughts
put my feelings aside
To stop the bad influence
I have on my life

Bleed out the drugs
Out of my system
and chase the demons
away from my head

So now I am waiting for a moment of clarity
but it's nowhere to be found.