I found a gun on my way home
I should have used it ,now it's gone
No bullets in it,
just the pain and the sore

Streets are empty
People are gone
Looking around, I am all alone
Torn apart,hopeless
I shout, distracted
Someone glances at me
But no one stops for me

Running down the roads
Not afraid to fall anymore
Not screaming, not bleeding but willing
Two different worlds are part of me
Two different souls collided
I'm confused, but don't refuse

I'm tired of trying to be the one I am not
I am tired of trying to make the knot
Tired of trying to make my dreams come true

Streets are empty
People are gone
Looking around, I am all alone
Torn apart,hopeless
I shout,distracted
Someone glances at me
But didn't try, to stop me

I get lost,no one finds me
I leave a note-...