I'm digging
digging slowly
through years
in your skin
trying to find something
human
or the opposite
something that'll prove that
you're evil

I just want to find a heart
that's still beating
for me.

I'm tailoring all my seasons
I can be spring
you can be just there
to watch me bloom
slowly growing leaves
glowing with green
saying goodbye to the cold
falling into you
into
me
falling in the fall
in the nightmares I fear of
I wish I couldn't sleep
I wish I could open up
and shine


I kissed the rain
I have the courage
to leave you behind
be myself
without masks
without make up
complete