If I had the courage, I'd be there right now,
but how does he really feel?
does he love me? think I kinda know,
but I feel so confused.

should I take a risk, and follow my heart?
or leave his country, forever to be apart?
people around me say he's too old,
but do I care? he should know.

so what should I do?
shall I turn around and run?
or come back tomorrow -
for another week of fun?

I know I want to,
but what will they say?
will they be mad?
will they care either way?

dare I ask him what he wants me to do,
already knowing the truth.
or do I keep silent, and leave him today?
I'm a woman, no longer a girl.

do I pass this guy, never knowing the truth?
to see him once more, to see his front door?
a ride in his car to see the stars?
do I make his wish come true?
or do I go ahead, and shoot on through?