Everything is falling down on me,
It all seems so small and unimportant
I feel so small and stupid,
I don't know how to start coping with this,
I can't cry anymore
And at some point I'll have to fall asleep.

Thank you for being there, I thought for so long before I
finally told you two,
I'm sure it's hard for you too, I'm sorry that my life is so
fucked up and that you are dragged into it,
Although I'm happy that you're here, I don't know what I'd
do without you.

I can't look at her, I'm angry with her and I'm sorry for
being cold,
I'm sorry for crying this much.
I hate that I'm scared of falling asleep because I'm afraid
of closing my eyes
I hate that I hate me right now.

I think about it all day,
I can't handle it; it's not going away,
I want it to be taken off me
I'm tired and exhausted,
And I want to close my eyes;
Without having this nightmare running over and over in my
mind.

The sun is coming up,
The night is almost over,
My tears are still falling down on my face,
I need the time to stop so I can think this through
So I can find the way back,
This nightmare it too real
And I'm too exhausted right now.