Tonight I'll cry myself to sleep again
for no particular reason
It's just that everything seems to rush in
on my mind
and I've not the strength to face
it
alone

And alone I am, for there is no one around.
in this crowded room
of crowded people
and crowded souls
I stand alone, stare at them blankly
unknowing my own direction
and their own intentions.

Forgive me for being so rude
by not letting you in
and not letting anything out
Like a black hole
I drift in the whereabouts of the universe
hoping for forgiveness
while I consume the best of what I find.