Am I speaking what I think
is it really all pink
a moment of royalty
that is a dream
I had it for a second
truthful or dreadful
for I've awakened
sitting at home
I am all again
all alone

I spilled my guts
sure it takes guts to spill
but look at me now
what it is I feel
outside it's like this
inside it's like that
and in the middle
there's nothing left

Freedom of months
what you gave I took
doesn't matter if it makes me fat
I would never turn time back
if you want to learn how to deal
don't watch movies and don't take pills
it's addictive

A cigarrette without a breath
a smoking gun
bullet flows in the air
is that me who shot
me who suffers the pain
up in the attic
all the luggage hidden