Don't justify your deeds
Love increases the fear inside
Hatred is the fire inside
Since you see everything outside

Don't promise you'll take care of me
History of self destruction you recall
There's no solution to find
But the future is here and I leave my pain behind

Just admit you're afraid of the light
You pretend you guide me but I see your failure
I won't live another mistake of your anger
It's just another memory and there's no danger

No excuse for insanity
No sacrifice you can use
Don't say anything to make me feel better
Just stop to deceive and confuse

Don't be proud of my existence
I'm too different to be a masterpiece
Sorrow came but you were blind
You couldn't notice the black abyss

And now you blame me for living
You try to prevent my freedom slowly
But don't worry and don't try too much
Even in death I can want and touch

It could've been done better
But it will be done best
Otherwise there's no tomorrow
Otherwise I might quit the test