I can feel it building up
a warm feeling deep inside my chest
a sad smile spreading on my face
with the blink of an eye it goes away
replaced by frost , an icy chill
a searing pain
I can't breathe
my heart stops
my eyes fill with tears
slowly, the grip is loosen
a fake feeling of release
and then nothing
I can feel a new void inside my heart
its presence searing through every fiber of my soul

I can lie to myself
but my heart knows the truth
he knows its place
and bit by bit it goes there
it goes to her
the one I love

but her heart is closed
so to oblivion it slips
leaving me empty, shivering from the cold
day by day I'm dying inside
knowing that only when it end
the pain will finally stop