To You...

I was just sitting here, thinking of you, like I have done
so many times before.
Why can't I get you out of my head?
You are always there, lurking, waiting for those calm and
quiet moments to break out, to make me ache, to make me cry,
to make me wonder what if?
Every second that passes in front of my eyes feels like
eternity without you.
I try to carry on, aching your absence like a dart in my
heart.
Missing you so much I almost can't breathe.
My chest keeps pounding like mad whenever I see you in my
mind and it is so often that I do, everything else in my
life has lost it's meaning because you are not here.
I can't sit still, wondering if I should call, if I should
talk, if I should confess my true feelings to you.
Feelings I don't even understand, feelings I never had
before.
All the time praying for one more second at your side.
One more embrace from your arms.
To feel you, to feel that you're there (here), to breathe
you in, to hear your voice, so calm and so sure to my ears
like the waves that crush on the sand.
Just one more time...
Just once, to feel your lips pressed against mine with the
fire of passion I know you possess.
Once, and then to die!
With the sweet taste of you in my mouth.
That would be my paradise!