the lake of my dreaming full with my fears
only my tears can tell how broken my soul is
all I wanted was a little hug or something to cure the pain
but no one is there, and only the paper is my real friend
full with my lost words
full with my forgotten tears
and when I scream, no one can hear me
and when I cry, no one cares
and when I scratch my skin no one knows
feel so alone
so alone.
and now I'm drowning, in the lake of my unimportant
dreaming
and I'm afraid to lose every hope I've had
so scared, that I can't save
myself
just feel over and over again the feeling of lost inside
lost in the only place that he's mine
only mine
and no one can get inside
no one can see the pain
no one can cure him
no one even cares.