I need someone to know me
There is no one to say to how much I'm sorry
I tried to break down and cry
It doesn't work
I still wonder why
Maybe it's because I have no tears
I held this pain in me so many years
I'm shining from the glamorous pictures I see
It was all built so carefully in me
I can imagine how it all could have been
In my dreams it all seems so pure and clean
I'm waking up to see only what I ruined
There's no one to blame again
Just like in the start
Oh, but there is me it's true
I'm sorry I had ever blamed you.