I'm looking at myself
Trying to find that girl
The girl that I used to be
The girl that always smiled and laughed
The girl with the happy eyes
The girl who had dreams, hopes
And all the reasons to live for

But now I realize that she's lost
Inside all of the tears
That I cry for you
Inside all of my pain
For losing you
She's lost in time
In all the time that I've
Spent waiting for you

I still can't find that girl
I'm trying but all I can see is
My sad eyes, my empty hazel eyes
Eyes that only wish to see you again
And my hands that wish to touch you
One last time
And my mouth that wished to say
'I love you', even for the last time

But now all I can do is wonder
Wonder - where are you?
Maybe you're in a better place
Maybe it was the best thing
For you to do
But still all I want to know is why
Why did you leave me alone in the eternal dark
Waiting...
For you