Seeing my life in perspective
I feel like 5 years are lost
I remember waking up crying
Waiting alone by the phone

All I did was praise
Everything about you divine
But I know I never had
If understand you'll never be mine

Your shadow still lingers upon me
Just your smile makes heaven be true
But ii understand that you hate me
So I can I stop loving you?

How can I escape you?
How can I forsake you?
How can I make your trace go away?
Don't you see I ache for you?
Please give me a sign that you're true

My fear is I'll end up alone
My denial is your redemption
I need to see on my own
That you only cause Heartbreak
I need to give you a rest
Understand you are with him
I'm afraid I can't
You are the reason I live