I am sinking in your filth     X4

I am lying on the ground
And it's peaceful and it's quiet here
And children all around
John is chasing daddy
While his mommy fix a meal
In this place where nothing is real

Rapid eye movements are torturing me    

I saw you and you were sitting on a horse
You tied me from behind
And circled fiercely on the ground
I stopped counting bruises
'cause it's useless in such times
So I called your name
And began to pray
And I think I saw you smile

Rapid eye movements are torturing me    

John's mom is inviting me
To join them for a snack
But she doesn't seems to see you
And I'm feeling quite ashamed
As my wounds are so disgusting
And I find it hard to smile
In this place where nothing is mine

Rapid eye movements are torturing me    

I can't love although I'm young
I am falling at your feet
I can't breathe although I'm clean
I'm sinking in your filth

Rapid eye movements are torturing me