I am now joining
the dark side of the Force
With my new black suit
I ride the devil's horse

Backwards, to the point
Where my life has begun
Masked and anonymous
For I am not the Chosen One.

Watch me as at night
I am unable to sleep
Because the sky is just as dark
As the secrets that I keep

Look into my eyes
All you see is fear and loss
I am nothing like Jesus
I cannot bare the cross.

Knowing I can't win
I will not fight my war
For he who has no hope
Has nothing to explore

My wish - not my command
And so I fall into despair
Apparently in life
Everything is fair.

I will stand and watch
With one thought inside my head
What's the use of suicide
When you are just as dead?