In the deep dark places of the lonely mind
I live in a false world so to truth I am blind
In a never-ending pain I am
And I owe it to you so it's you that I blame

There is nothing for free, everything has a price
I even must pay to send my soul to demise
But then I think again and why should I bother
When I'll get free from this place I'll get stuck on
another

But still I fear and who can tell
If I end suffer here will I suffer forever in hell?

So much pain for so little pleasure
Life is as short as death is forever
It brings back the question, is it worth living?
For all that I did, will my pain be forgiving?

I can only see existence as an unnecessary thing
Why do I have to be a part of it when have I sinned?
There is no escape from consciousness as I am awake in my
sleep
Always in sorrow no matter how deep

A self-destruction, an overreaction, abandoned soul
Is life worth living, is dieing worth it all?
The meaning of life isn't clear
Still mankind from death fears

A depression, obsession, please god hear my call
Set me free now let my soul go
Is my destiny endless will I always be here?
I did what you told at least my last rites you will hear

So I say fare well now my friend
Hope I won't meet you after I'm dead